hmm... dunnoe why but tis few days i started tinking abt ballet... tinking wat it would be like if i had actually continued learning. dunnoe why tis few days i started pointing my toes, pulling myself and doing plies.

well... a little on how i stumbled my way to ballet...

i vaguely remembered my dad literally dragging me all the way to the community centre located right below my block. being me, i screamed, kicked, struggled and resisted from the moment i stepped into the lift. originally, my dad wanted to send me for piano lesson but somehow i ended up taking ballet, i dunnoe y too... but anyway i grew to like it eventually.

i remember that during my secondary sch days, i used to complain abt how my life seems to onli revolved ard ballet and nth else. it is because my ballet lessons used to be scheduled on either saturday or sunday days where usually class outing and gathering are held.then it went on to be scheduled on tuesday evening. its really tiring to drag myself down all the way to bedok right after sch and onli to reach home at 9 plus. a two hr journey back n forth just for an one hr lesson. but now i tat i stopped, i feel abit lost and a bit of regret for stopping cos now life seems a bit meaningless and dry. all i do is slp at home, study when there is a need to and go out with my pals.

honestly, i tink ballet is something that i can say tat i m really gd at when i was really passionate abt it. i used to receive compliments on how well and gracefully i danced. but now i no longer do.

i missed the dance lessons, i missed performing in front of an audience and the applause. haha!!! i noe tis sounds impossible for me now, but i missed how it feels to be leaping thru the air.

i seriously envy my frens who continued to live on their passion for dance and my frens who had the courage to pursue it.

sigh.. i miss being on stage too. It's funny how much I miss those practices that I used to dread...
» specizhen (202.156.2.130) on 2004-05-31 10:50:22

i miss aikido too, very much like what u feeling, just replace the ballet with aikido that's bout it
» Koban on 2004-06-01 09:44:49

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